Two weeks ago i had sign up Captain Jack's MASS SEXUAL FRAMING course. Its an eight week program. three phone call, e-coaching and some video. I took my first phone call this past monday. Well he layed out a basic mystery method routine, and added some things like time bridge, and some routines for when in confort. I didn't really connect with him on the phone, and I really hate following a layed out routine. Its not me. I do use some can material every now and then. I had a real problem following it. Nothing in feild goes as planned and you have to calibrate. I found it really hard to even stay on course with what he wanted me to do. I did pick out a couple of things that were very use full, such as the time bridge. I got so fustrated with this, I decide to call art of charm (pickup podcast) and see if one of the guys there can get me out of my current slump. So I talk with josh. This guys.... is so easy to talk with. We vibe the entire phone conversation. I had this smile on my face when i got off the phone with him. I was pumped up and ready to go. He gave me some tips to go do out in the field. I went to this house party, couple of hours after the phone call.  I ran game on every girl in that placed except my friends wife. I had every guy in that place, becuase all the girls were fightin to get my attention. I have never see anything like this. eight girls just be snotty with each other over me.... What made it even worse is they were all friends. One girl whisper in my ear how hot i was. I grabbed her and pulled her to the bath room and bent her over the counter and fucked her right there.Hour after that, i was out front in the back of a truck bed, getting my dick sucked from another girl. I left at 3 am to go to this other girls house and spent the night there.

The cool thing about all this, every girl knew what went on, i didn't have to lie to them. They were all ok with me have interaction with there friends. Its like they want to see who could fuck me the best.

I have made a desion to drop CJ's class. If you guys are thing of taking a boot camp or purchase any products, give Art of Charm a call r even an email. Worth talking with them on the phone for a couple of minutes....

So I promised a link to some great reading material that help me control my AA. Prety cool stuff. There a lot of great info.

http://realitymethod.wordpress.com/2007/12/30/emotional-self-regulation-aka-changing-your-state/

So read it let me know, I want to see if this helps anyone elses and compare it to the improvement i have made from it.

Couple of weeks ago, I came across a posting link on Sargenation.com. It talked about how anxiety in just false belief, conjured up in our heads. The feelings we get when looking at desirable women and how it transformed into fear, hate... negativity. It goes on about these feeling are not real, so we shouldn't let them control us. Anxiety is a false emotion.( I will post a link)

So I read this, and it made me stop and think for couple of hours. Like one of those deep trances you go into after listen to a Hypnotica mp3. I really thought hard about it! I have hated the feeling of anxiety, so much.... I partially lost my mind. So now before I go out I have this routine of reading material pre select to what I feel that needs to be worked on. Till two weeks ago, it was mostly AA. Now I just repeat to myself that these feelings are not mine. This anxiety is false does not exist. I take deep slow breathes count down from 10 to 0. Bring myself to be totally calm and relaxed. Little yoga technique a friend shared with me. I Now can approach with no fear and being relaxed.

In the last two weeks, I have sarge, like I had nothing to lose. I have had several wingman. Opened more then a hundred women in the last two weeks. Its been just been nuts around here in Houston. From Starbucks to the bars and clubs. Tic-Tac-Toe, on the freezers in the local supermarkets, to the napkins in diners at 1 am. It hasn't stopped me! Anxiety that is! Yes, I do get nervous, but my simple, easy and quick solution has made peace with myself. I no longer think about a phone number, kissing or even getting laid. Its pure fun. I have managed to turn my anxiety in to a little game. I now live for the intense fear before I go talk to women. It like a drug that I desire now. To take control of it, and turn it into an advantage.

I can approach women and look into their eyes, and see that they are comfortable with me approaching. Its just that I am so relaxed now. My friends, family... Co-workers even see it. They say I have this little unique grin. Not a full smile, nor a frown. I think you all know that look. They now are always wondering what I am up too. So am I....

Last night, Friday. I pulled couple the guys from my local lounge here in Houston. Good friends of mine. Guys whom I have watch them at the top of their game, and guy who are new to this. But kind of natural, and one with total AA. "Band of Brothers" so call them. We went out last night. grabbed a bite to eat, expecting to do some warm up sets. Which didn't happen. Wasn't a really good place to do warm ups, but we got to chill and share naked pictures of girls whom have texted these arts of social profs. Its kind of funny how that worked out. Well, anyways so we bounced to this club/ bar. HB 8 and 9's filled the room. Yea, but there was over whelming amount of guy there, but they had no idea what we just brought. Are Game! It was on. We stride in like rock stars, skipping the lines, not even having to pay cover. The bouncers introducing themselves to us. It was crazy. My wingman is Russian, and lived in Detroit for the last six years. I don't really know much about him, but just hanging around him, he’s on the level. He’s kind of wild and doesn't take no for an answer, fear he is... he doesn't stumble at all. The other three guy, well I know them for a while. One is so afraid, so I tend open the girls for him, and his looks pretty much do the rest. Mega and Hex are always wingin together. They are really good at their game, but have been out for couple of months. They have dating to many women and no time to sarge. Little rust but always at top of their game.

So, we are rock stars in this place. We get are drinks and everyone just goes their own ways. Myself take up a lock-in position at the bar. Now the bar is packed. So the little space between me and the next guy is about the only place to get to the bar. Its perfect. As I watch from the corner of my, the crowds’ of women just pouring in. They head strait for me. One by one, I open them. Just as they lined up. Before I knew it, I must have had 9 girls talking to me at once. The whole place must of seen this. My friend show back up, and just were stunned about all the girls around. I was right in the middle of cold reading routine. " roller coaster". Same basic idea of strawberry fields or the cube. This went on all night!

I’m thinking here this morning. Could I have been better prepared and brought a girl home? What could I have done to increase the sexual tension? My game is just starting come about. Even thou I know my routines, and much more material than I really need. I find that I need to put order to my game.

I found my next hurdle. Building my own personalized routine.

Now I got to see El Topo lecture on his routine stack. It was interesting to watch and listen to his voice tone and body language. Seeing this, sparked and idea on how I can go about building my personalized routine stack.

Anyone got any other ideas, that might help me put something together not just great, but mind blowing?

ITs X-mas! FOr the past sevral years I used to eally hate X-mas. NOw that I look back at it, I see that I was just a lonley guy. No women in my life, besides my mom and sisters. I know how it feels, really depresing. But now I that i see the light and know how to chase it, I have a smile on my face this X-mas morning. I have already have 17 text messages, by 9:30 this morning, and a few phone call that i didn't bother to pickup, because i was tring to sleep. ALl girls that I have met in the past three-four months. Its never happen before! I have had girl friends, and got luck on most of the time, but this time... becuase I made it happen, becuase i like myself for who i am, so do these women.

SO I want to thank the community, every peice of material, advice... everything from you guy...

Merry christmas- May this next year be the best adventure and fun you have ever experinced!

MY goal for this next year, is to work on chemistry with women i meet, and understand from passion to seduction and how they work together in harmony.

Second, Most important work at being me, and being happy with that!

So i have been in the pick up game for about three months. I like most of puas, afcs... have consumed everything I can get my hands on. So much now, that I just decide to stop searching for new stuff and go back to the basics. KIno and banter is what  my wingman and I are studing for the next month. We share materials like DEL and the experinces that we create with this material. We figure that this has been the strongest angles we have encountered during any set we have open since learning about the game.

So am I wrong for want to relearn, what I Already Know. IS there a better way to go about this? Has Anyone tried something similar, if not the same?