It's Going to Happen!
Jan. 24, 2008 8:43 PM - [ post comment ] Hello again! Three decisions I have made within the last 2-3 days..
1. I am going to buy Nail Your Inner Game by Ross Jeffries, this is something that can really help me out, and be a great tool in order to allow me to improve multiple aspects of my life.
2. During the Stylelife Challenge, I will be making my own challenge. The day I start the challenge I decided that I will not masterbate until I get laid, no matter how long it takes. I may change it to first kiss, because getting laid can take months. Regardless, I am giving myself motivation and I will be testing my psychological strength first by giving it up for Lent too. (I am Catholic afterall).. Sure, it may be too much information for you guys, but hey this COULD in theory skyrocket my success or make me mentally breakdown....
3. My last one is that I will be buying another product.. I have brought it down to two/three products... Carlos Xuma's Power Social Skills (Hope I got the product name correct), Hypnotica's Sphnix of Imagination (once again I hope I got everything said correctly), and possibly the Collection of Confidence.... I can only afford one of them so whatever I choose between the three must be what is most beneficial to ME, not just to all guys, but ME. This is something I ask of all of you to help decide since most of you guys are more educated in each of the products.
I cannot let school interfere with my mental development right now... School has fucked me over in soo many ways, and it is just too much of a disruption. A couple days ago I listened to RJ talk about The Myth of Self Esteem. He made an example of me (not me directly of course! lol), and said that he knows guys who want to perfect themselves before they go out and he feels and knows that you cannot perfect your game unless you go out and practice, and these guys who just wait and try to perfect themselves always find themselves lonely and then randomly they find a girl who finds them attractive. This makes the guy think that he doesn't need the community when in fact he does. When she leaves him, he would be in rough shape. That was the longest run-on sentence ever.. haha.. That is how I have felt and what I fear...
I just looked on the school schedule my last day of exams is May 16th. So I will be starting the challenge May 17th, which is a Saturday! So.. If I do the 30 day challenge for all the 30 days without any disruptions, that will make my last day of the challenge June 15th, which is a Sunday. The greatest thing about this is that come March I can go into the clubs, so I am in a good situation for this challenge. My main days of conflict would be in August for my college's orientation and college in general. Then another one would be that I am going on a cruise to Mexico in early January, it is almost guaranteed that there will be great looking women my age. This means that if I am where I should be then I will be VERY HAPPY each morning waking up. That nothing to worry about right now... Now I am preparing myself for the Challenge and testing my psychological strength with the no jacking rule until the day after Easter.
Until next time, please give me some shoutouts and message me and advise me in anyway. Before the challenge, very soon, I will be writing down all the different ways you guys have helped me out onto my "aleams" notebook. Still looking for a new avatar name.. Maybe that should be decided upon once actually practicing enough to figure out a strength of mine. I got a name idea, though, if someone hasn't taken it before then I am thinking of a new one.. I would consider the avatar "Perfection" (Since this is what I am achieving)... or Maybe "Dionysis" (The Greek God of Wine, the Arts, and Pleasure, and I am into the art of acting and searching for self-pleasure in many forms).. Not sure if I spelled his name right. Please feel free to correct or supply your own ideas.. I am liking the "Dionysis" name though.. So no one take it until I decide otherwise... If someone already has that name then please let me know so I don't take it from them. I want an original name...
Please I would like to hear from everyone!
Peace!
aleams ("Perfection"/"Dionysis"?...."aleams")
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