Well for all Catholic's the Lenten season begins tomorrow with Ash Wednesday. This is supposed to be the time when one gives up a daily pleasure. I have already informed you of what I am giving up: high sodium foods, pop, and masterbation. I guess my issue is not if I will be able to do it, but for what purpose am I giving it up. This isn't an easy stunt, even the more mature men who get laid on a hourly basis have trouble with giving up this habit. I know that giving this up will allow my mind to become much more open and relax, and in the end, giving me much more self-control and the knowledge that I can live without having the constant need to make myself happy. This should work, if I am successful of course. This will be a worthy struggle and one I need to make in order to make it so much easier for when I take the 30 day challenge..

I am very disappointed to find out that The Nail Your Inner Game Course, is a personally taught course in a convention in Los Angeles. Of course, that fails on me.. Well I know that I now have more time to dedicate to my training and I am still waiting for someone to help me find a near "perfect " product to help fix if not all of my problems at least my biggest ones. I am more then willing to work on myself, but first I want to find products that can provide me with the most helpful material and not just stupid mindsets that everyone else teaches. Seriously, I keep on reading the PUA's say your mindset should be "I am out to have a fun time and maybe meet some people along the way, but my main priority is to have fun." I think my problem is that I don't know how to have a good time since I don't really have any friends, so I lack social experience. I do not know what to say or do, but I obviously know how I should act. Do I really need canned openers and routines in training? I guess at this point I am just worried that some openers may be known by girls and guys who watched The Pickup Artist. I mean I know about the different types of openers "situational", "direct", "environmental" and so on.. I do not know them word for word and knowing me at this point, me being bad with wording I may mess up my wording. I don't know... Since I am young, I am looking into Mark Redman's college game stuff, and it is mighty interesting, but not helpful enough. He talks about this having fun mindset, but doesn't really teach much else. I guess I just don't understand since I am not parties since I am never in the know since I do not really have any friends.

I know most of you guys are not responding to my blogs because I have not yet given you a field report and made a lot of false promises. For that I apologize, I really do listen to all of your advices, but I just have too much confusion and little or no time to currently dedicate to my training..

Once again I ask of your help and guidance in whatever way you can!

Thanks!
aleams

P.S. Watching Two and A Half Men today I saw Charlie Sheen's character talk about singling out a girl from the herd by asking telling her that you had something to tell her and then when you single her out then tell her you lied and you just only wanted to talk to her. I IMMEDIATELY thought of the community.. It was great to see a community reference in a good show like that one.

#2.. At my Matchbox Twenty concert, which was astonishing before you ask, there was a guy that wore a funny shirt and I was wondering what you thought of it and whether you thought it was too wussy or genius.. It said on it and I quote "Hi! My name is Ben. I am 24 years old and I am single. My cell phone number is #12345678." This was his actual information though, well except the number the way I typed it out obviously... On the back of his shirt it said "Feel free to flirt with me".... I thought it was the most genius shirt ever and girls actually approached him and he got hit on by a hott drunk chick. This was his information and girls went up to him and asked him about it... What do you think? I was considering wearing a shirt like that now... Should I go for it?