One of These Nights
Mar. 5, 2008 9:18 PM - [ post comment ] How are all of my fellow brothers in the community doing? Myself, ehhh.. I am doing good, but I am focusing more on acting theory and school then game lately. Like I have said it is much too difficult to balance all four of these things: school, work, acting, and study in acting theory.
My focus lately has been my stress on improvisation in theatre and psychological shit in theatre. Psychology and improvisation play a huge part in not only theatre, but also pickup. Think about it, improvisation is all about being able to think on your feet, be witty, and stay in character when things go wrong. When your getting shit tests, you always need to be on your feet, ready to respond. Not only that, but when you are in a situation where you do not know where to go from there, but only have a vague idea of what either others have done or what the end result is, you use improvisation to "bullshit" your way through. More then once will your ass be saved from it.
Inner Game is all psychological and all about barriers. In theatre, you want to destroy that barrier in order to allow you to become more absorbed into the character you are studying. In pickup, you need to clear your mind of all inner game issues in order to allow that to create an echo on your non-verbal communication which creates a look of "having his shit together" and "confidence" that women find oh so attractive.
I am saying all of this in order to let you know that although I am not focusing primarily on pickup training. I am still working on important aspects of pickup. I have no updates on any stories. You know, it is weird, since I made "The Answer" post, I have seriously never felt better in my life. I know that I have been "more" confident and positive. Ironically, as a test to me from the universe, I get this vibe that women have never been more unattracted to me. This tells me that something is wrong, if it is not my confidence, or smile, or feeling positive, then something in my soul is off. Maybe I am a little too pale, and that will change come spring/summer, but that doesn't seem right. Whenever I smile at a girl (never stare we need to make that clear) she tends to either smile and look away and almost seem to hide herself from me, or just see me and either frown or make no response. It's incredible! I have never felt and looked more attractive yet for some reason I seem to have never been seen as being more unattractive before in my life. Could it be a test of sorts?
I am not going to search for all the negative things in my life, that only drowns me more in selfishness and depression. Although, this does tell me that I need to do something about this. It's hard staying positive, or at least more positive, when you feel like others see you as ugly. I do not feel or look ugly, which is the weirdness behind it all. This does not follow the law of attraction, so either I am seeing things completely wrong or I am not looking at something crucial in my own life that is bringing this unfortunate turn of events into my possession. Any ideas on this would be really appreciated!
I know! I just come back after like 3 weeks and I am already asking favors of you, but you understand. I tell you, if you get a chance when your not training, GO SEE THERE WILL BE BLOOD if you have not already seen it! I have never been speechless from someone's acting before in my entire life. So many priceless minutes spent watching that movie and absorbing the greatness of Daniel Day Lewis. When you are done watching it then tell everyone else to go see it! haha.. I apologize for my fanaticism, I am just now a huge fan of DDL and his dedication with acting and all that stuff. He has actually resparked my passion of acting once again. Now, I will be auditioning for the play Amadeus and I am very excited for it. Also, on another great note! My 18th birthday is coming up soon, so this will open myself into the mature world. I can smoke, gamble, and go to a strip club, and at the same time if I choose. Though I do not smoke or gamble heavily and currently have no interest in strip clubs. So I am happy about this obviously!
May I ask you guys for an unrelated opinion on something... How is it that British actors perfect American accents perfectly (DDL has multiple perfect sounding American accents), but American actors suck at British accents, even the good ones? It has always bugged me. It should be equal, but it is not. Obviously most American actors overdo the accents, but it seems like even the good actors that do not overdo it suck, yet it seems like all or most British actors are amazing at it. Maybe you guys can give me some insight on that one while you are thinking of some ideas from my earlier question/favor.
Otherwise, please leave some comments and talk to me about "The Answer" I have been dying to talk with you guys about that. Also, answer my questions above and send me some messages and whatnot..
Fact: One of These Nights is a reference to The Eagles.
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