Ok. That sucks! I had just typed a big paragraph and then my computer fucked up and my paragraph is in hell now.

Anyways, I'm tired, so quick summary of some weird shit that happened tonight:

2 set HB and UG where the HB said no to my opener/question and the UG said yes, and so weird, I told the UG, who was already REALLY reacting to me just from the opener that I DIDN'T agree. Then the UG starts to try to convince me of her position on the thing... but all this crap is disguised as just a vibe... sort of. I don't know. I don't know why I didn't agree with the UG. My thoughts are that either this came from a place of insecurity (wanting to agree with the HB) or... POSSIBLY, but I'm not sure, it could have been an unconscious attraction mechanism. Then again, I'm pretty much convinced that I was just agreeing with the HB and just showing the UG her place... lol.

Here's what should have gone down:

I agree with the UG, and we form a secret aliance because she's "nice" but her friend is the "bad" one. ...this way, I'm getting the UG friend to like me, while getting attraction from the HB. I *still* forget sometimes that this game is so completely "illogical." Oh, well, I'm glad I approached that set.

LOL, I'm glad I approach EVERY set I do. Even if I get blown out and my cheeks are red and I feel like people are watching me and looking at me like a loser. Hahaha! Listen: every set that I open is taking another step towards being a fucking rockstar at this crap.

Most guys never open. Or they do it in a chode-like way... (they see another guy open, so they go up and act like his friend or some other bullshit like that).

I went to the mall for my 5 this afternoon. It's different than the beach. A little harder I think. But really, it's just different.

So cool thing to remember from my first 5 sets this afternoon:

-first few minutes: tease, tease, tease, c and f/playful.

Hey, quick thought: Why don't I ever see any other guys buying condoms? Am I the only one who gets them in the store... and everyone else is getting them off the net or something? This is weird.